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What a night.   
05:31pm 26/05/2005
 
mood: ughhh!!
Well Last night was intresting - don't ever ever take sleeping pills!.. I got knocked out for about 17 hours straight! and I am still tired! I feel super drunk but I haven't even had anything to drink - odd feeling!

I think I am better off not dating - ever again - well maybe thats a bit drastic but not 4 a while. Its to dificult for me to do, I always end up falling head over heels then getting screwed over in the end. So F that. I think I should stick with my close friends and just hang out, live life while I still can!

Well I think I might go try to sleep this off! ughhh!

Sleep - those little slices of death, how I loathe them. ~Edgar Allen Poe		  
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10:36pm 22/05/2005
 
mood: optimistic
music: Spill Canvas - Sunsets and Car crashes
Well this weekend has definetely been an intresting one.. I have figured out some estranged facts that Im not sure how I should take! One of my close friends likes me and I like them back equally, but neither one of us are ready to be committed in a relationship again. But I am just rather intrigued by the idea of being wanted.. its been a long time since that feeling has been around and also that it is mutual.

Me and Cristen dyed our hair yesterday .. it is somewhat of a red-brown color. It looks good to us though! Yay!! We definetely needed a change .. I was so sick of that drab brown lmao!

Well Cristen and I are off to go watch some intresting movies lmao - not - Post laters!

Consider what you think justice requires, and decide accordingly. But never give your reasons; for your judgment will probably be right, but your reasons will certainly be wrong. ~Lord Mansfield

:: Loves ::		  
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School's out 4 the Summer   
07:22pm 20/05/2005
 
mood: indescribable
music: Autumn to Ashes
Finally!.. School is finally over! : Dances around to no music : I have to make the most out of this summer because Jess is moving and we need some new memories! I am sad though.. we will All definetely miss her alot!

I am so tired of being confused - it sucks - I need to just step back and think about my life for a while and decide what I really want and who I am. Because it seems that I am not sure anymore : I have completely given up on trying to make other people happy because the only one that gets screwed over with that is ME. So F* that.

Holy cow!.. I have just been reminded once again how long it has been since I had a boyfriend ** 1 year ad 6 months.. really and truely it doesn't even seem that long- and for that matter I am happy with it!.. I have learned alot since my last boyfriend and have better prepared myelf for guys being jerks . lmao .

I have decided that from now on I am going to end these with a good quote - starting now!


"Logic: The art of thinking and reasoning in strict accordance with the limitations and incapacities of the human misunderstanding." Ambrose Bierce

Loves		  
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08:14pm 15/05/2005
 
mood: crazy
Wow.. what a weekend!.. I stayed at home Friday and slept Lol.. But god gracious saturday Me *&* Cristen went with Chris to Wal mart and I got in a mother freakin fight.(wasn't my fault) this girl and cristen don't get along and the girl started saying stuff to cristen and I was making Cristen leave so none of this crap would happen .. But then the girl decides to push me ( bad idea ) So at first I walked off and was like its not worth it .. and she pushes me again . and I snapped and punched her in the face.. So we faught and what not .. Big black guy pulls me off of her!.. Then there were cops Lmao.. Its all go though - right after that, we left and went to see mind hunters ( Great movie ) Def. recommend it! Thats about it for now so Cya!		  
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Good things come to those who wait!   
08:35pm 06/05/2005
 
mood: ecstatic
music: None
Well my week has definetely turned around alot!( Finally ) I am actually happy for the first time in a while!! Yay! I think I took Jessika's advice and just let it go one day at a time. seems like it worked!.. thanks Jess! Anyways* off to Six Flags in the morning.. gotta actually get some sleep tonight!

Omg.. the funniest thing happened today!.. Danielle was coming home from shool today and freakin FELL off the bus!. she was ok .. so I laughed my ass off! Just thought everyone would like to know!

Well im off!..

*Loves		  
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Fuck the Bullshit!!   
08:57pm 03/05/2005
 
mood: frustrated
music: Crossfade- Cold
I am so sick and fuckin tired of all this bullshit at school and everyone who participates in it!! But in the words of Jeek (Jessika)
JUST FUCK IT! .. there is no sense in me getting myself all worked up over other peoples need to have drama in their own lives! I am not letting this get to me - even if that means resorting to some old habits!
I am goin to live my life the way I want to .. and not how anyone THINKS I should!

Thats all 4 the moment!

* Loves to all my actual friends!

* A special FUCK YOU to Blaine!		  
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If you only knew..   
09:08pm 02/05/2005
 
mood: crappy
music: Papa Roach - Scars
Gosh .. what a shitty day! Bad mood all dang day!..But certain people helped make up for it! *L.F*<< love ya! But anyways.. I am soo sick and tired of liars - I swear if they weren't on the face of the dang planets our world would be soo much freakin easier! ahh well if thats how they want to be.. more power to them!* Bunch of Losers* haha!
Well thats about all 4 the moment.. off to do that lame crap called homework!!

* Loves		  
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03:21pm 01/05/2005
 
mood: blah
music: Three Days Grace - Home
Gosh .. what a boring day! Well after getting cussed out yesterday - the certain person *B apologized and so i think its cool now.. even though im still a bit perturbed about the whole thing. O-well Life goes on* I've have had just about the worst weekend ever. I can't stand when it rains on the weekend.. it bums me out! Well I guess I need to go get ready so I can go to Courtney's house!.. Later*

*Loves		  
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Hello World!   
02:59pm 30/04/2005
 
mood: stressed
Hey there everyone!.. Haven't posted in a while, so I thought I might fill you in!.. Life has been utterly boring and school has sucked!.. I can't wait until we get out for summer!.. Summer is goin to rock my socks! Well guys for the most part have sucked.. Maybe staying single is the best idea for me .. Relationships just don't seem like they are in my best intrest for the moment! I am just having one of those great days.. you kno how those go .. wake up in a bad mood.. get lied to then cussed out for being pissed that THEY lied!.. Hmm * Don't you just love these days? Well thats all 4 the moment!

* Love		  
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12:27pm 17/04/2005
  Hey guys!!.. The weekend has been good! :: finally a good one:: haha
Me and Danielle chilled at the house Friday and then Saturday Me.. Danielle.. Matt.. and David went to the movies! We were suppose to see Ammityville Horror but I heard it bit so we decided to just chill at the strip mall!.. Saw Jeek :: looked like you were having a ball :: Lmao!
Well I guess me and danielle are goin to find something to do! I'll post l8R..

:: Lauren ::		  
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10:11pm 13/04/2005
  Hey all!.. 1st entry! Yay! lol .. Well I am soo tired!.. that took forever to do! So off to sleep or something!! Thanks 4 the idea jeek!
Much more later!		  
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